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The biggest mistake of my life

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Posted February 3rd, 2009 by quintababii53

Every day I wake up & the first thing I think of is you... I think that maybe you called again and I missed it because I sleep so damn hard & I don't hear the phone ring... I then hear your voicemails and hear the pain in your voice. I know I've done you wrong and I can't tell you enough how sorry I am. It was definately the biggest mistake in my life.. I jeopardized our whole relationship ovr someone who wasn't worth it. And now, I'm just trying to regain your trust back. I'm going to keep fighting until (godforbid) the day you leave me. You mean so much to me. And I know that its all hard to believe and I know how hard it must be for you but I still feel like there's hope for us. I still feel like we can get through this. I would like for you to be a part of the rest of my life. I want you forever. And I really do promise ONLY you. You are my angel. And you are my dream come true. Just give us some time to get that trust back. Just wait to see how much I miss you and want you near. I'm gonna do whatever it takes for this to work because honestly, I think ur the only one for me... it hurts to say this but I know I may not be the one for you and that's what makes this so difficult.. because I still feel like you deserve better and I still feel the fear that one day you may just decide to leave me because you can't handle the stress and all the worries of what I may be doing at the moment & why I didn't pick up the phone.. I'm scared you're gonna get tired of asking yourself "am I a fool for giving her another chance?" & "what if she hurts me like that again?" I know what I say just seem like empty promises to you but I've changed so much and not just for you but for us.. it seems like in everything I do, you are my conscience. I always ask myself, "what would henry do?" I know it sounds corny but yeah.. I do.. I always think of you with every decision I make and every step I take. I don't love you but I know that one day I could... te quiero baby.. creeme por favor te suplico... creeme