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Posted July 27th, 2010 by kaylin

i keep having dreams about my ex. he made me so happy when we were together. i am a very forgiving person and i always said i would never EVER put up with someone who cheated on me...but i took him back cause i truly loved him. i know i still care about him but why?! he had hit rock bottom in his life and needed someone to be there for him so of course i was the good girl and i stood by him through the whole thing. he had went away to a program to get clean. he was high and drunk every day. and he wasnt really like that before it got worse. i mean yah i smoked and drank to..just not like him. and me and him started talking when he was still going out with his ex girlfriend..he winded up breaking up with her to be with me. near the end of our relationship when he was doin all the drugs. and he told me and our friends that he would never go back to her...but shortly after he started dating her again. i have a boyfriend now he is perfect..everything i think i would like in a guy but he isnt the same as my ex. its just not the same. and i just dont know what to do. we have been broken up for almost 4 months now. ughh i think i still like him...