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my ex is hunting me or what?

well my dreams sometimes makes me mad, why? cuz I've being married for about 11 years now and i keep dreaming my ex, which he was my first and whom i did love alot, but now i love my husband. well my dream was that i had gone out to a club with 2 of my sister-in-laws and we were having a good time, and all of the sudden my ex was at a table staring at me with a big smile on his face along with a look of flirt. I moved to another place where i couldn't see him but i would see him everywhere i went, then at the end i saw him with this girl which might of being his wife but he kept staring at me. and this isn't the only time i dream of him it happens often

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you must have an unresolved issue with him... does not reflect on your current life, but that thing left unsaid, or something you could tell a counselor or friend, but haven't faced yourself?

well actually it was hard for me to let go of him back then, cuz after he got married (well he had to cuz the girl came out pregnant and if he didn't get together the parents were ganna press charges because she was 17yrs old & he was 19 or 20 then)and he would call me that he loved me and that still wanted to see me, so we got together one night and one thing let to another, but days passed and then i was scared that i was pregnant and i prayed to god that for me not to be, and if i wasn't that i would leave him alone, so then i wasn't and i never spoke to him, but now every time i go to the city he where we use to attend school, I just hope to see him. wondering how he's doing, do you think i still have something for him. my husband knows that i had someone else besides him before i married him, it did hurt him somewhat but still loved me and married me and now we have 11 yrs together, and my past is never talked, but he sometimes thinks of it and he don;t like.

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