answerJam - worrywort's Secrets

More afraid every day.... where's the end?

worrywort — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 19:37:20 -0700

I feel like my life is headed for the cliff, love, money, family, friends.... everyone around me, and me, is all going south right now. can't lean on those leaning on me, either

evil voices in my head

worrywort — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 22:30:56 -0800

sometimes i feel like there are voices in my head, telling me to do bad things to myself and others. i never listen, but it scares me.

i'm having surgery tomorrow and i'm really afraid...

worrywort — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 20:07:32 -0800

it's totally routine, quick, and won't even put me under, but i have the horrid feeling something bad will happen

who's following me????

worrywort — Sat, 17 Jan 2009 16:54:51 -0800

all day, i felt like someone was following me... at the edge of my vision. i think i'm going nuts... must be.

i wish i'd been a post office worker....

worrywort — Fri, 09 Jan 2009 21:18:19 -0800

instead i got degrees, debt, doubts, and can't live life simply anymore. a simple life and job.. .that've been better

I know the starbucks people better than i know my family.

worrywort — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 22:46:28 -0800

and that makes me sad. i can get along fine with quasi-strangers, but avoid people i know and should love. i think i'm just ashamed of myself

i think i hate people and just want to be alone

worrywort — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 21:31:57 -0800

i have avoided all my friends for a couple years. feel alone and lonely and fat and tired.

ducking the truth....

worrywort — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 17:26:47 -0800

i don't lie to other people, but always lie to myself. in fact, never lie to other people, but really loathe myself right now. wonder if i was more realistic on other people (they aren't all good) and less hateful toward myself if i'd be able to be happy

i helped her get an abortion

worrywort — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 17:49:55 -0700

i remember the day -- 22 years ago today, in college. i helped a friend get an abortion (a fraternity brother knocked her up) and to this day it still haunts me. and i'm pro-choice, but that choice is very real. maybe i'm just older now.

sperm donation and gay couple

worrywort — Sat, 18 Oct 2008 19:20:16 -0700

i was asked a few years ago if i would give sperm to a couple of friends who were same sex and they wanted to have a baby with donated sperm. was flattered (they picked 5 folks and were going to randomly mix, so only 20% chance, i guess).

i didn't -- now i wish i had.