I once carried a knife to high school and almost killed two girls. Fortunately, I did the right thing, and turned the weapon into the teacher, and spoke to a counsellor about it way back when. Now, 20 years later, I'm thinking of learning how to use a sword just to protect myself against certain enemies who have been harrassing me. It once belonged to an ex. It's a fake, but I'm thinking of selling it or giving it to someone. I'm almost frightened of losing my mind because of all this.
Comments
cybil said:
ok, first thing is see a counselor about the panic/anxiety disorder -- talk and maybe drug therapy is very effective. do NOT carry or own anything that you could use to hurt yourself or others.. .now!
Darkangel said:
I already started seeing a counsellor and using anit-depressants. As for the sword ... I'll know who to give it to. If not, I'll toss it.
cybil said:
or do an uma thurman/wesly snipes movie imitation, but get well!
Darkangel said:
To cybil: you'll be happy to know I got rid of the sword! I've been seeking counselling and started journal writing. Thank you so much for your advice. I hope your doing well. Darkangel.
Post new comment