I may be HIV+ but don't want to tell my girlfriend
Posted August 14th, 2009 by sensualboy
My girlfriend is extremely hot, she is actually a model, and loves loves loves to have sex, is always initiating in fact. But the truth is I am just not that turned on by a woman's body. There is nothing that can compare to the taste of a nice fat cock in my mouth (or someplace else!). And condoms? Do people really use those? Anyway, I think I may be positive HIV now, I've done some super crazy things lately when my GF is out of town. I'm afraid to get tested, and I don't want this to be the reason we break up. I gave her herpes but was able to explain it away. She likes anal and had a bad infection there. I think if she got HIV she'd be so mad she might try to hurt me. It does feel better just writing it down, I love this sight! God, I feel like a HUGE weight has been lifted from my chest!
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kissykakes said:
You need to be tested! If she gets infected with AIDS you could be tried for MURDER! Get some help today, okay?
sensualboy said:
I wish it were that simple and easy. I can't afford to lose this relationship. My GF covers my health insurance, plus I live with her in her house and use her car. She's very generous, I guess you could say I get a kind of allowance from her. But I do earn it, if we;re out together I'm much better in social situations, so she probably wouldn't have a career if not for me. Or at least not so successful, so its' good for us both.
cybil said:
Suggestion -- all states and doctors have anonymous tip lines that email and call people with message like "a former partner of yours from the last 20 years has or might be HIV positive and gave you nae... please go to your health care provider for the SMALL possibility you might be affected... due to strict privacy laws we are UNABLE to disclose the source or other naes affected. thank you."
dohickey said:
oh, and by the way, you are being very, very short of "smart" here -- wise up, or stay celibate -- you are acting out with an armed weapon with your virus loads.
said:
Are you an absolute nut or just a jackass? You are putting her life in danger? Of course, people use condoms. You need to be tested and you need to be truthful. You owe her that. And she deserves the truth. You can deal with it together as couple. Seriously, be a man, grow a pair and do the right thing.
sensualboy said:
Well I guess that is a whole other problem, really, is that I am super sensitive and condoms are just too big a barrier between me and the experience. I think that for 99% of people out there sex is just bouncing up and down and getting all sweaty but my senses are much more finely tuned than most people. Any kind of barrier would ruin it, because my senses are so finely tuned, it would detract too much from the experience.
I just wouldn't do it at all rather than put up with that.
Any way, I didn't come here for criticism from a bunch of 99%er's who cannot comprehend what my life is all about. Even if my GF dies, that's just a risk she is taking, and it's worth it to have spent the time with me and not some loser.
said:
This isnt about sex you moron its another persons life...go make your own living, stop mooching, and end your relationship.
lilysecret said:
If you really love her why would you risk her life?! i think your just using her. Leave her!
said:
Dude you're a fucking idiot. This is totally a joke to see what people will say; no one answers questions like that, like a child. If you're serious you may need to go in for help for more than just your HIV, you seem to be a narcissistic sociopath. Loser.
said:
O MY FUCKING GOSH
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