Ok I have been with my boy for 4 years and going to get married in march of next year. I have seen all of friends numerous times and went out with them without problems may times. Now I don't know what happened but we went out with his best friend from grade school and something came over me. Not sure what or why all of a sudden I am in lust with his best friend. Really I do not want him for more than a night but I do really want him. It has gotten bad dreaming about him and everything. I was watching him play with his band and could not staring at his fingers moving. Oh I have no ideal I can not even stay in the same room with him now. His girlfriend is an evi little cheating bitch who flaunts it around in front of everyone. How she makes him look stupid and sometimes I just want to punch the shit out of her grin but I don't. Yet know I find myself hating her for another reason.
I truly do not know what I am going to do come March when I have to stand next to him at the alter knowing what I want now.
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dohickey said:
march is far enough away to think about this for a week, on your own.... if you still feel like a one nighter, break the engagement, no matter what. if you feel the urge it won't vanish after you wed... not fair to him or you
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