i am having constant nightmares about me and my boyfriend dying. i also have nightmares about being in hell. they are frighteningly realistic. my parents have suggested my room is "possessed by demons.". no joke. i am very scared and i am sitting on the couch instead of going in my room and going to sleep, or at least getting my pajamas and pillows and sleeping out here. they've got me on too much medication. i am too old for this. i am almost 19. i really don't know what to do. i feel like a six year old. i am afraid to fall asleep and too scared to go in my own bedroom. i have to go take 200 mg's of seroquel and all my other nighttime shit. i am out of ativan or else i would have taken around 5 mg's by now. i have an incredible tolerance to sedatives. unfortunately. i don't have anyone to talk to. i think i am probably going crazy for good, now. this is probably The End Of The Line.
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cybil said:
get OFF the meds -- very well documented that the medications have exactly that effect (nightmares, mild psychosis, etc.) in younger people (and i'm well over twice your age -- you are still young, and life is good -- live it). see the doc yourself, and ask for much milder or no meds. trust yourself!
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