So I've really only had one boyfriend in my entire life (I'm still in HS) and we had a pretty good relationship. Lasted about 10 months actually...but like most young relationships ours soon came to an end. Because he missed being the bad boy I tried so hard to change and I relied too much on the guy. I believe God wanted it to happen but wanted it to end.
But anyways that was over like almost a year ago. I tried liking other guys and forgetting on him by focusing on God and school yet I still have that hole in me where he took part of my heart. He's had like 7 gfs since me. The current one is actually lasting for over 3 months. My confession...I hate him even though we're good friends. But now I just cant stand to look at any guy not even my best friends. And I think I've completely given up on liking anyone ever again. I'm just better off alone...so forget men in this life. I'm a lonewolf
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rosebud said:
don't give up, you're so young! that guy might have been wrong for you, but there will be other guys and other dates and other relationships. it's hard to let go of the past, but just think that you have to do whatever is best for you. take it slowly, one date a time. It takes courage to jump back in there, but you will be happy you did. I just went through the same thing after breaking up with my BF of 3 years and things are starting to look up :) just remember to go after what makes you happy.
cybil said:
i've been through a bad marriage and lots more over 5 decades... you miss the ROLE of being the husband/wife/BF/GF, not the person... but it still feels Missing, for a while
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