sometimes I feel so bad inside of me that I hate myself, its that I've being married for 11yrs now, but most of my married life I keep wondering about 2 of my ex'es, just wondering how they are where they are and if they think of me too, also what would of being if I would of married 1 of them instead. I dream 1 of them most of the time that makes me sooo mad, cuz I feel that I'm cheating on my husband, which I am in my thoughts, and it really sucks cuz he don't deserve me thinking on someone else. what do you recommend I should do, I just wishes I would forget my past and go on with my married life without someone else in mind. Please advise me something.
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dohickey said:
tricky -- emotional infidelity is real, but not "real" huh? very common, esp as we get into (ahem) our 40's and such. just went to 25th HS reunion, and it was kinda like that....
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