Secrets - Confessions - spill and share
My fiance has a 21 year old coworker who is completely hot. I keep having a dream where he comes over after we all have been drinking and I get to share him and my fiance. He takes me from behind and my fiance gets a blow job. Then we smoke some pot and all fall asleep tangled up. When we wake my fiance goes to take a shower and I get the friend all to myself.
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I would put off calling him until one of my sisters would tell me he was doing really badly. When thee told me he was dying, I put off coming for a week because I was too scared to see him go. I went, and I watched him die, but I will still never forgive myself.
i cut
and i don't want to stop.
never a lot.
never deep.
but there it is.
its just a part of me.
of who i am.
no one knows
it never interferes with my daily life or friendships.
in fact i'm probably one of the happiest people i know.
but i cut.
and i don't want to stop.
and there it is.
He's w/ me. I love him but I can't stand the girl he was with before she's beautiful. I am not disgustingly unattractive, but I don't have confudence. I am ready to lose him & everything just because of this one girl. I don't feel like i'll ever be good enough. And this is the life, that I live.
i don't lie to other people, but always lie to myself. in fact, never lie to other people, but really loathe myself right now. wonder if i was more realistic on other people (they aren't all good) and less hateful toward myself if i'd be able to be happy
ive always been obsessed with guys, but lately there is a girl (one of my best friends) and whenever she touches me i get a feeling like never before. i dont know what to do about this
Apathy ate my faith. Ever since starting college it seems that I cannot bring myself to care about my faith, or God, or going to church. I can't even motivate myself to going to Campus Crusade meetings. It's eating away at my soul, but I cannot bring myself to care. I don't even know where to start.
i like this one chick but im afraid i might mess it up.
friend from grad school, 39, 2 kids, ended it all. he was a true light and hapy as a lark, but in a dark place. now all of us who knew him are in a dark place too. going to get a drink with a mutual friend and toast him, but also promise that i will never, no matter how dark life might seem, turn out the lights. why? why? i'm a 40-year old guy crying thinking about him.
I know I have a problem although I wouldn't call it anorexia. The reason...I'm at a healthy weight, not underweight & I worry people would think, "if she's anorexic, than how come she's not skinny?"