lonely
i just feel so lonely, like no one cares about me I used to have tons of friends but after i moved it seems like they don't want anything to do with me i even sent them a few messages over myspace and they have yet to respond i think they are ashamed of me or something, and it's not like i've moved far i moved all of like 5 minutes away because of my parents getting divorced. continue reading »
I love him. I hate emotions. I love him. I get so mad at him. I love him. He doesn't know. I love him. He hurts and insults me, and when he finds out, he sweetly and honestly apologizes. I love him. Not telling or showing him is torture. I love him. He seems surprised when I show I'm smart and funny, or at least witty, and that hurts. I love him, but I have too much baggage to even try. continue reading »
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i'm in a really sad, lonely place, and want to stay that way -- i don't call people back, i don't see friends (except scheduling myself for meals -- and gain weight and lose friends.... have lots of stuff to work out. is it ok, to turn off the lights for halloween and pretend, or should i go to the movies?
The Friend Zone should be shot in the metaphorical kneecaps!!!
I am cursed, Seriously cursed. Let's start by saying, I'm a guy, a nice guy in fact. So nice that no girl wants to date me they just want me around so that I could be their straight "gay friend." The only time being the gay friend is cool is if the guy is gay, I am not. I'm just pissed and single. I've been single for way too long... continue reading »

