trust
He's a part time lover and a full time friend.
I'm a part time bitch and a full time mistruster.
It's not even been two months yet and I can already feel the 'honeymoon' stage of our relationship ending and I don't want to ruin everything by ... well by acting so fucking moody all the time. continue reading »
I’m dating this wonderful girl, but I’m afraid I’m going to hurt her. My childhood was pretty bad, and well I don’t know if I have the capacity to be happy or love. The problem is that she is in love with me and I feel good when she tells me that, but I can’t say it back. Moreover, when I ask her what I can do to make her happy all she asks for is for me to be happy. I don’t know if I can. She says she is willing to wait for me and has accepted the fact that she will probably get hurt, but I know my inability to trust and feel is hurting her. continue reading »