I am a bad person, and it affects people around me negatively.
My sister has no good friends whatsoever, and I am not helping by keeping that barrier between us. That girl needs someone to listen and advise her, but neither I nor mom are doing a good job.
Speaking of mom, she thinks I am a saint.
Sorry, mom. I am not.
I want to be better, am trying, and failing. Coz I got no willpower whatsoever. That sucks, trust me.
I 'll take the blame for that.
I have the wrong kind of guy friends and I 'll admit I was enjoying it for a while, but now I just, no. Don't want them.
I hope I haven't messed things up too much to be fixed. I don't want to feel alone, but I guess if bad company is all that is there, then the heck with it.
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dohickey said:
like all GOOD steps, you have to be honest with yourself first, and totally. sounds like you are taking that step, now take the next ones when ready. be good to yourself, and honest... it all will be for better
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