i want to hit reset on my life!

i wish i could go back 30 years and start over from the time i was a teenager -- so many mistakes, so much time... now i'm just sad and mad at myself

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Do wish for something you can't change. Make the best out of whatever you have now.

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I know EXACTLY how you feel, as I feel the sam way. Too bad it's not possible, huh. I'm like you, I've made sooo many mistakes that I can't caount them all. I would change everything in my life, so I wouldn't be where I am today. With a man I don't really want to be with, cause I can't support myself. I was so beautiful when I was younger, I just wasted my looks, cause I culd've done so much better. I blame my parents for alot of things. Oh, well. Now all I can do is take a trip 'without even leaving the barn', if you know what I mean! Hoping the best for you. SecretsandLies

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You are a complete loser for even living your life the way you do. You're with a man who you you don't wanna be with because you can't support yourself? FUCKING LOSER. People like you should just shoot themselves to spare the human race! FUCK I hate people like you. Go fuck yourself!

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hey -- this isn't really the place for that, huh? help out! you might need a private, caring ear someday

im 18 and i've already messed up. what do i need to do to make sure I'm not feeling the things you're saying right now?

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Commit to yourself. Staying in school is hard and it sucks but that is the only guarantee that you will have success in your life. Treat a relationship like you would like to be treated. If a relationship is not going well, move on! There's plenty of fish out at see. SAVE MONEY! One of my biggest regrets was not saving during my early twenties! I could have had a lot of money invested by now. Find friends you can trust and hold on to them! Acquaintances are a dime a dozen but never trustworthy. Word

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i agree - -18, you can afford tons of detours and mistakes without losing faith in YOU

I don't know where to go with the rest of my life. I'm 18 and have just become an adult and now I don't want to ruin everything. I feel the same as secretsandlies, I am beautiful and smart and talented but i throw it all away i guess cause i get high all the time. I don't want to ruin my life but I don't want to quit getting high. What made you feel like you messed up so bad?

thanks to all -- this helps. i guess i'm not giving up on life so much as wishing i'd be true to myself the same way i've been so faithful and true to others

i'm sure you're not the only person who has felt this way. the best advice i can give you is to make the best of what you have. good luck, rantandraver.:)

dude;; everyone has messed up. its just part of life. the hard part is excepting that you are not perfect, and getting over it. move on. enjoy what you are doing right now...

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