A year ago I was THE looser. I had no friends and was admitted to a psychiatric ward for suicide attempt. Now I go to a special class in a special school for other people with problems. Suddenly I've become the popular kid. I'm the one all the other ones go to for help with homework or assignments. I'm friends with more people then I've ever been at the same time. But then again, there's a lot of problems in my life still. There's this one girl in my class who hates me. She absolutely hates me. I know I haven't done anything to hurt her. I speak to her and treat her like a friend, but she hates me. She hates me, because according to her, having more friends automatically makes you a bullier. I know I sound like one of those blond girls who says she hasn't done anything wrong but really treats the person in question like hell. But I don't! I really don't. I don't even like having this many friends. I like having one serious friend instead of a lot of “kinda” friends. I hate this situation, because a year ago I was that girl. I hated everyone else for having more friends then me. I hope this girl who hates me comes to the same conclusion as I did. You only need one person who you can trust. It's no point in having fifty or more friends who all says you can trust them but directly goes to tell all your secrets to somebody else. I hate this. Everyday in school is ruined because of the way this girl looks at me.
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cybil said:
CONGRATS! you have turned a huge corner and realized 11 of the 12 things that are important in life... and i've f*cked up enough to know, but have had 50 years to do it.
the last thing -- treasure true friend. the rest is transactions (but be nice to the starbucks and grocery store folks out there) and (pay attention) people with their OWN issues projecting them on others. she's not giving the evil eye to you... she hates herself. pity her, ignore her, and move on
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