I don't get angry very often, but when I do I've been told I act like an Incredible Hulk. I'm a very quiet and stoic person and not at all the physical type of guy. But when I get extremely pissed, I have to hold back my rage so that I don't hurt anybody who's around me. Sometimes my anger gets so bad that I force myself to drop down and do 50 push-ups in one sitting. (and at 117 pounds, that's fucking hard!)
This anger usually surfaces when something major has happened to the people who I love the most. In this case, I found out one of the girls I have been best friends with for 5 years lost her virginity to a total douchebag. I feel like I've been cheated on even though we weren't going out. I just want to fucking punch the shit out of anything, but I don't want to get in trouble for damaging anything. This gets me even more angry and so the cycle continues until I snap and let loose the little fucking storm that I am.
I hate it and I feel like I'm sick of being here but I have to stick it through. I've had alot of problems lately but I'm still gonna stay on this Earth because I know that eventually everything will work out. WHENEVER THE FUCK THAT IS!!!
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semaphore12345 said:
you HAVE to get some anger management help or technique -- even as trivial as ALWAYS takinjg a walk for 30 seconds. if still pissed, then stew on it
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