Ok planet Earth. I get it. YOU DON'T WANT ME ANYMORE. Nobody f****** talk to me. I DON'T NEED ANY FRIENDS. I'm sick and tired of having to retract into my solitary shell in order to feel better about myself.
Tonight you may witness the shear power of mankind, something not unlike that of the explosiveness and suddenness of the creation of the Incredible Hulk. Tonight I snapped. And do you know how long it took me?
18 F****** YEARS.
Now go and leave me alone. If you feel like comforting me, then be my guest and do so. Just remember that I shouldn't have to ask for comfort. I JUST WANT WHAT EVERYBODY ELSE HAS.
And do you know what that is? Cause I do. I'll give you three clues.
1. I had it from 3 really close friends.
2. Whenever I want it, somebody else is getting it.
3. It's four letters long
If you don't get it then I'll tell you.
I WANT SOME LOVE TOO.
I'm sick and tired of watching everybody else get their groove on with somebody else while I just sit there"
Tell me then. WHERE THE F*** IS SHE??!?!?!?! Sure as hell isn't anywhere within a 5 mile radius of me and my freakishly retarded body.
It pisses me of to see these lovely girls go out with these assholes that they call their boyfriends when the boyfriend clearly doesn't care about the girl.
In short, if you've read this far, please leave me a message or comment or something that can justify my presence on planet Earth. I've just about had it. (And for those of you wondering, no I'm not going to leave this place. That's what cowards do, and I am not a coward.)
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Dude it's gonna be ok. Trust me. It's great that you've waited for 18 years, I'm not gonna lie. All you need is some more time. There are plenty of girls out there in the world and I'm sure as hell that there is a girl somewhere in this country (or the world, for that matter) who is feeling and experiencing exactly what you are right now. And thank you for not removing yourself from society. Too many people these days take their lives for foolish reasons. God wants you on this earth, and so does that mysterious girl of yours. Trust me dude, she's out there somewhere, and sooner or later your paths will meet and voila! You both get what ur looking for - unconditional love and happiness.
As the great Jedi Master Qui-gon Jinn once said, "Patience, my friend." That's all you need. Just hang in there.
~~S
cybil said:
love is not the 4 letter word -- what they have is "want" and maybe "lust"but it's empty. love if LONG and never comes and goes, but rather, endures once it's real and there. your friends and those grooving are in the moment. relax, endure, be patient, and enjoy the LIFE you walk through and trust me, love will happen for you BEFORE it does for those that stop long before they really find anythig
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