As I stand there
On the front gate
Locked in loaded
223mm M-16, 30 round clip
Full battle gear
War is on, yet I'm
Lost, my Soul
Is some where else
Wondering of the freedom
I once had, to
Do as I wish
Not to listen to orders
Lost my soul as they mold you
To shoot on command
Take a life
Take a soul
To see them in my dreams
To never forget
The screams
The blood that appears
The hurt of my soul
As I wonder, were
Did I go Im lost
In these words of fear
My soul will never be the same
I can only hope that I am
forgiven for what I did
To live again
To regain my soul
Where is it
Help me please
Comments
cybil said:
i think you are there -- being aware of the moral and personal price of a horrible thought is the way to preserve your soul and stay out of trouble. stay with it.
bigfan said:
I agree with above -- never, ever, ever, ever -- EVER -- act on those types of thoughts. realize that struggle is part of life, and it's a valley before a peak. stay true to yourself, and never go to a dark place
Shy said:
It is probably with your spelling -- in elementary school.
Shy said:
See if you can get a hold of the book Peace Above the Storm. That is a life changing book.
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